Sunrise

God made us special.
I am always thinking that I'm really not talented...I'm only talented if someone needs me. That is not true and I'm learning that the hard way. Some people just want you to think that, so you will always be dependent upon them and then they can use you for whatever they want, for as long as they want. You cannot grow that way, so the people doing that to you obviously don't care about you. That happened to me and I should of left when I saw it happening, but I didn't. Silly of me for believing their lies, like "that" place was the only place that I could learn. The only place that I could have friends. The only place I could play on stage and have fun. The only place I could share my love of music with others that had the same love of music as me.
Because of their lies I almost lost two of the most important things inside of me...
My faith in God's Grace and my passion for music.
Music is almost like breathing to me and God's Grace is my breath.
When I can't sleep God gave me my guitar to pick up and play.
It's like He's singing a lullaby to me <3
 And when I think I've screwed everything up by letting my guard down, He shows me
that I can lean on Him instead of trusting on my own self efforts.
I finally left and I lost some friends because I did.
So I've been a little depressed lately and I think I actually wanted to be.
 But right now, writing this, I can see, I have grown more in just a few days then I have in two whole years. I'm already gaining ground, I'm winning, I'm rounding third base.
 I know the reason now.
God has had my back from the very beginning.
I just didn't know it or just didn't believe it.
He really is my BEST friend!
This is just another day where Jesus's love for me is as bright as the sun.
I guess that saying is true "the best revenge is success."
But since Jesus is in me, I'm already successful!!
THAT IS GOOD ;)

I hope someone can read this and see that there is always going to be a sunrise.
No matter how alone you feel...your NOT.

ttyl

Abuse...

My aunt started a page on facebook.
It's called "Understanding Abuse".
It gives you facts and articles about abuse and most importantly,
it gives you hope that no matter what, God is here for you.
It encourages you greatly and shows you that you are not the only one dealing with this stuff.
It may not answer every question
 but coming from a person that needed some encouragement for herself,
 it had a very unique way of looking at abuse.
My aunt wants to help anyone who needs help and she knows
that abuse should never be in your life.
So please don't hesitate, join this page and start enjoying your life.

You don't have to be the victim anymore.
Come on guys, it's not wrong to stand up for yourself.
Wow, I am so pumped writing this!
Join me and my family in getting pumped :)

www.facebook.com/#!/groups/371137082934945/
ttyl

The Point of Resolve

I'm afraid,

I'm longing for the day when I can just run away,

But even that brings me no closer to doing what I may,

I can't run away,

I can't just stay and behave,

So no matter what you say,

As for me I cannot stay,

For this is not play,

For this is a cage,

I refuse to be the victim any longer,

I am the beloved of the Father,

Therefore I can be successful,

And no one can say I am too bashful,

Put yourself in my shoes for just a little longer,

And you will see, this cannot make me stronger.


I just want to say thanks to my family that has always been there for me.
I love you guys soooo much!
ttyl

A Movie Worth Your Time: One For the Money

mmm...What to say about this movie?

Funny, exciting and full of action.

The story was well written and the actors and actresses were phenomenal.

 

No explaining necessary for Katherine Heigl, she is a pro all the way.

I think I fell in love with her character twenty minutes into this movie.

You know, this is the first movie I have seen her in with her hair curled and brown.

This was definitely a different role for her, than "Love Come Softly," but maybe that's just me.

 

Oh loads of chemistry between
Katherine Heigl (who plays Stephanie Plum) and Jason O'Mara (who plays Joe Morelli).

The cute sweet girl and the handsome bad boy work side by side.

Isn't that always the way it goes?

 

These two are hilarious!!

Everyone likes a good cop, bad cop thing.

 

 I think I would go for his gun...or maybe not ;)

lol

Her grandmother Mazur is sooooo cute.

You always picture a grandmother baking cookies for you, but not this one,

she is a little fireball!

Debbie Reynolds didn't have a big part but she made a booming impact ;)

You have got to see this movie!
Too sweet!

ttyl

My Role Model...For Now

Jennifer Aniston

To me Jennifer Aniston is one of the best actress I know.

I never knew that there was a big debate on google about

whether or not Jennifer has blue or brown eyes.

Well, my opinion is,

 I think she has blue/green eyes and sometimes wears blue contacts to make them even more blue,
like in this pic.

I've got to say, I would do the same thing if I could get contacts.

Thumbs up to a very popular actress.

 I really like this outfit, so classy and those necklaces,

that is amazing taste.

Lovely look!

 So airy and clean, makes her eyes pop out, and that beige lip gloss...perfect!

Oh the famous haircut!
I loved her in Friends almost as much as I loved this haircut.

FYI

 Apparently she didn't even like it.

The designer was trying something new even though she was hesitant.
They tried anyways but she never liked it.

Go figure.

I don't know if this is her dog but

I can tell (by the insane amount of dogs in her pics) that she is an animal lover.

You know, not many people can pull off orange.

Jennifer has a great smile, perfect for her cheek bones.
Just saying.

I think this is my favorite pic!

So fun and spontaneous.

Whoever took this pic knew what they were doing.

I am on a quest to see all of the movies that Jennifer Anistone has been in.
If you haven't noticed I'm a big fan.
My mom said that with all the crazy people in the world,
she is not that bad of a role model.

ttyl